Today the four older kids started swim lessons. First is Bailey's class, then Trey's and then Tyler and Peyton go together. While not in class the kids are in the "kids club" area of the fitness club. I dropped Trey back off after his lesson and pulled out Tyler and Peyton for theirs. They were a few minutes early so had some free time to play in the pool before their lesson started. I didn't want to leave them to go workout until their class officially began so I stayed a few minutes. Just before the class started, Peyton got out of the pool with a bloody nose. Since about a week or two before his initial diagnosis he's been getting them fairly regularly. These are not mild nose bleeds. These are drench towels for 20 minutes nose bleeds. He came over to me with blood all over his face and streaming down his wet belly. I quickly put one end of a towel on his nose and the other end wiped his face and body. A few seconds later he walked off. I told him he needed to hold it longer. He hopped in the pool and as I started to head over to hang the towel up I heard him say something. I turned around and found him sitting alone on the steps of the pool mumbling a few words and then caught the phrase "in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen." He wiped his nose, looked at his clear hand, smiled, and swam off to catch up with Tyler.
My first thought was "thank you Father for answering such a simple little prayer". As I worked out during the following 45 minutes, and throughout the rest of today I've thought about this little prayer offered by my son a lot. First, I was reminded that Heavenly Father hears even our most simple prayers. They just need to be sincere and offered with faith. That's all. He hears them. Every one. Second, I've often struggled with the phrase "thy faith has made thee whole." Why? Because when Christ performed his miracles, people were healed according to their faith. It was a necessary element of the miracle being performed. The sick who sought out Christ knew without a doubt that He could heal them. As a parent of a child in need of a miracle, I know with absolute certainty that he can be healed if it is indeed the Lord's will. I've always wondered if that counts as faith enough for Peyton too. Is my faith enough for my child to be healed or does he need that same faith I guess has been my internal struggle. Peyton knows how these nosebleeds go. He usually rushes to grab a towel and then lays on the couch for the duration of a cartoon and then usually the blood stops by the end. Today after only a few seconds, he pushed away the towel, not to immediately swim off, but to find a quiet corner and ask his Heavenly Father for help.
His faith is sufficient. He knows and loves his Heavenly Father. He knows and loves his Savior Jesus Christ. He has the faith to be healed and consequently the faith to accept the will of the Lord, whatever that may be. I needed his prayer answered in the pool today more than he did.
I just wanted to let you know how much you and your family mean to me. Every time I read a journal entry or your blog and it's about Peyton, I think about the "deal" that I made with God last year. And today I am baptized and a big part of the reason is Peyton. You guys make my faith stronger. You should know that. I love yall and I'm looking forward to a great weekend with you!
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing such a sweet story with those of us who love y'all so much
ReplyDeleteThanks for the story. I sure need to have faith like Peyton's. You are all always in our thoughts and our prayers.
ReplyDeleteWhat a sweet reminder for all of us.
ReplyDeletejust found you-you are my hero-thanks for giving me the reminder i needed today-you are an amazing awesome woman of God!
ReplyDeleteWhat an amazing reminder to me to have that kind of faith, and to always turn to the Lord in prayer. Children teach us so much. I've missed having you all around this area, but I'm glad I finally found your blog.
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful reminder that God always answers the prayers of his children (and their mothers). You are in my thoughts today. Savor and enjoy these most sacred, special moments.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing this beautiful story of strength and faith. Peyton is the example for all of us to follow. He does hear and answers every prayer, it may not be the answer we want to hear at that time but He does hear our humble pleadings.
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